29 Days to go!

People keep asking me if i'm ready. I keep saying it hasn't hit me yet. Here it is with less than 4 weeks before i'm in China and no feeling has hit me yet. I don't feel excited, sad, scared, or any of that yet. I hope i don't wake up in China one day realize what i have done and sheit myself and say, "oh sheit, what have i done"!!! Hopefully I wake up one day soon while i'm still in NY so i can enjoy that "oh Sheit" feeling and all it's benefits that i posted about previously here "90 days to go"